The other day, I was upset and felt God as pushing me to call my former employer, who is a Christian, and ask for her advice. God has been pushing me to get the Baptism of the spirit for a year, and I kept pushing it away. I thought it was blasphemous, and wrong because … Continue reading My Baptism of the Holy Spirit Experience
Some of you who follow my blog since last year, know that I worked with a 91 year old for four months. He was not a Christian and kept saying he would not be. He had an angst against God for some reason. I have been going through a lot lately and feel beat up … Continue reading The Best News I Have Received
So…I am working hard on receiving healing for my many chronic conditions. I am trying to learn what blocks there are, and had a miserable week trying to fight a weird itching condition that has plagued me for two weeks. No amount of casting it out or prayer has worked because I still struggle with … Continue reading We Tread On Serpents
I realize this blog is a mess, I change things up, I get discouraged, I delete posts, but all I can do is carry on messily. My obesession with healing will not leave me alone. After I gave up, or thought I had, it was only the beginning. I prayed fervently for information and felt … Continue reading Seeking With All My Heart
Since I am no longer talking spontaneously and saying things before I know them to be true, I decided to do research so what I am about to write is all over the internet and a heated debate between Christians. Cessationists believe that the sign gifts of healing, prophecy, and tongues are dead and died … Continue reading Cessationism vs. Continuationism-The Debate
I didn’t feel well yesterday, and most every day I have bad headaches, and suffer gut issues. Praying, asking, wondering, feeling desperate for answers and waiting. I woke up today, mentally worn out, ready for a quiet mind. Sadly, being quiet seems to be all I know how to do so far when I am … Continue reading A Quiet Mind
The other day I tried looking in the mirror and right at my eyes to say something nice to myself, and I noticed staring back at me was a woman deeply confused by everything. Years of my life have been stolen from me, and with my increased self awareness the past few weeks, I have … Continue reading Acceptance of Self
I keep falling for this and frankly it is embarrassing. I noticed that several Christians believe in the Generational Curse thing even though that is OT law. Recently, I watched a Derek Prince sermon, and made a mistake. He also has other audio I heard where he says that objects have curses and family generations … Continue reading The Lie Of The Generational Curse
Due to new information and promptings from God, I have had to delete some of my posts from the past. If anything dissappears, that is why. As I discover new information, I have to let go of certain thoughts. I always wanted to write, and this blog is a place I thought could help people, … Continue reading Update on Changes
I have heard the phrase of this title: “Religious OCD, or Christian OCD” for a while now. Something told me it was me. When I started understanding it, it glared back at me. Maybe you suffer from the same thing and don’t know it. OCD sufferers get caught in loops, and they are so commonplace, … Continue reading Religious OCD, What To Do Once and For All
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